Part Four
DEATH WATCH
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
For a moment while he watched,
Mr. Gidden could not move. The children placed the rabbit upon the
grass to see what it did.
--T.F. Powys
The Hunted Beast
"I didn't dislike them.
I felt no anger toward any of them. If that's what you mean."
--Jeffery Dahmer
The
great square schoolhouse was pink. It was supposed that the color
was chosen for economic reasons. Pink was what they could get.
Like most old buildings in Mercer, it was topped with odd looking lightening
rods. There were spires of no particular use along with them at the
peak. In the front and back, just under the peak were round windows
that no one had ever seen through. The one at the back was covered
with wire so that a lucky home run ball wouldn't shatter it.
Along the
West Side, from the second story window ran a metal tube to the ground.
This was a fire escape that was obsolete. As it turned into the small
window of the second grade room, it leveled to a board that the children
sat on. From there they slid down to safety in the playground below.
It had, over the years, become a haven for teens that wanted to do private
things.
Pete Dietz
and Mike Phillips crouched at the top of the metal tube. Within the
totally dark confine a lighter flared. It briefly illuminated the
space. They saw each other’s faces for a moment, then were swallowed
back into the dark, but for the red glow of a cigarette.
"Born to raise
hell," said Pete.
"Head out
on the highway, lookin' for adventure."
"Yeah right,
if we had some gas."
"Let's go
sit at the end of the wall. It's gettin' late." Mike Phillips
was weary of his friend's sour attitude. They slid down the waxed
metal tube, landing on their feet. The wall between the cemetery
and the schoolyard stretched back into infinity.
Dietz and
Phillips were both seventeen with hair to their shoulders. They looked
out over the infield of the baseball diamond. With graves on the
other side of the wall and pastures all around, it was a place to be alone,
to break little laws. They watched the snow swirl through the tombstones
toward the old stone church.
Pete started
across home plate and Mike grudgingly followed.
"Got your
Bic man?" Phillips asked.
"Yeah man.
I got about a gram left. Get out the bowl," Pete said gleefully.
They sat on the rusted merry-go-round,
which squealed on old bearings. Mike Phillips pulled a pea-sized
bit of foil from his pocket. Carefully, he unwrapped the ball of
hashish.
"Black Afghanii
from Germany," Mike said and began imitating an old cigarette commercial.
"The little white veins are opium. Burns smooth, can't bite, and
now, it comes in a pouch."
"Where'd you
hear that," said Pete.
"My old man
used to sing that to me."
Breaking off
a crumb, Mike dropped it into the small brass pipe. He lit the red
transparent Bic lighter, touching it to the bowl and took a puff.
"Oh, that
was the one," Phillips said, exhaling.
"This is the
life," Dietz said.
"You know
they got the snow cleared, my lord."
"Sucks," replied
Dietz.
"I am the
god of all that does not suck," Mike Phillips said.
"Yo!
That was good. That was good my lord."
"We went to
school here, remember?"
"Yeah, my
first fucking day I was on that swing. I was happy and I yelled
"Stinky Farts" loud as I could, and the safety patrol came--fucking fascists--and
took me up to see the principal. She just let me off with a mental
slap, but I was altered forever. You know?" Pete stared into
space and let the drug induced light show overtake him.
"Nothing to do but
play baseball all day, dreaming about pro ball, watching the little girls
romp across the playground, home for lunch, a nice ice cream cone and I
would then insert bubble gum--" Phillips had reduced his voice to
a whisper. He gripped Pete's arm. "Look out there," he breathed.
They sat like stone figures. A car had come to a stop on the other
side of the school. The headlights were going out even before it
stopped. Now it was a shadow blending with other dark shapes.
But it was there.
"See that.
He put the fucking lights out. Somebody's out there trying to--"
Mike still had a hold on Pete's arm.
"Like the asshole
wants to hide himself,” Pete continued. He laid the pipe next to
his thigh in order to get rid of it, should the need arise.
"You got the pipe?"
"Yeah, I got the
pipe."
Out in the dark
they heard the car door shut. It was so quiet that it was almost
impossible to hear. It had been pushed shut. The driver
stood next to the car still as a statue. Then while their eyes were still
on him he appeared in front of them. The man was short and standing in
his socks.
"Who is it?" Phillips
whispered through his fingers.
"Shhhh, must be
the cops. Who's on tonight?"
"With no stinking
shoes? Nobody else does that."
"I heard he was
sick or something,"
"He's wearing a
bear hat man. This is serious," Phillips said giggling.
"Wow, I don't feel
good. Must of been something in that hash," said Dietz, taking a
deep breath. It took them a moment to realize that the man was in front
of them.
The intruder
flipped on a powerful flashlight. He pointed it blindingly into the
faces of the longhairs. He walked slowly forward almost staggering.
The face was familiar. It was him. He reached down and
picked up the pipe and the little tinfoil ball. Turning, he walked
back to the car and drove away. No words were spoken.
After a few
minutes, "What do you know about that." Mike Phillips was recovering
from images of getting beat up and going to prison. He was breathing
deeply again, trying to shake a sour feeling in his stomach. It began
to subside. They had, at one time or another, been rousted
by the man.
"That som-bitch
has been drinking goat piss," Dietz said.
"Man," Mike Phillips
replied, "he smelled like shit."
TESTIMONY OF 1st OFFICER ON THE SCENE
WHALES FARM
(Taped Conversation)
State for the record your name
and badge number.
Officer Charles Daily.
Sgt., badge #593, Pennsylvania State Police.
Carry on Sergeant. State,
in your own words what you saw the morning of 2/15/84.
Am
I still under oath?
Until further
directed.
Okay,
I was there by accident. That is, no call came through about it.
We do drive that road now and then as a short cut to Route 212. I
pulled up and saw that the Whale's front door was wide open. They
always wave in a friendly way when I go by and I've never seen that door
open before. It was just a little thing. So I stopped.
I didn't intend to be long. Just to see that they were all right.
As the captain has said, it doesn't hurt to say hello to people.
I parked and called in from box four-eight--that I had seen the open door--intended
to check it out.
When I
walked across the road and approached the house, I didn't look toward the
barn, which I've kept repeating. So, I didn't see...anything.
It wouldn't have occurred to me anyway that there was something wrong beyond
the door standing open. Then, before I went into the house, I could
hear Mrs. Whales. The sound of her voice didn't really convey anything
to me. There was no indication of what I would find. I mean,
I'm not a farmer, I'm a cop.
Of course,
go on officer.
I don't
know what they do. I'm just a black guy from New Jersey. Well,
there was a weird feeling around that property. At first, I thought
they must have done a lot of butchering. A lot. The red slush had
turned very dark, having frozen solid. And as I stepped on it, it
snapped under foot. Walking into the hallway, I could see that it
had flowed from the drain off the stalls. Inside the tunnel, there
wasn't much to see. But it was apparent that something had happened
there. Big swipes of dark brown were on the floor. I don't
know why I didn't draw my weapon before that, but I thought maybe this
was a regular part of farm life. When I looked in the door--then
I drew my gun. I felt like a car had hit me. That wasn't
regular at all.
(Pause here.
Officer Daily took time to compose)
On the
cement floor, just inside the first few stalls was a cow, all broken up
and cut to pieces. Its side was open, revealing its internal organs,
and I could see that it was still breathing. The heart was still
beating. Still beating! The animal's eye was staring at me
as if I could do something. The life just went out of it as I watched.
I still have dreams about just that. Then I went into the main floor.
All these cows were laying all cut up, all over the place. Not clean
cuts. No. They were ragged, nasty gashes. Every one of
them had the throat ripped out. That's apparently, why Mrs. Whales
didn't hear anything. But those cows had to know what was happening.
So why didn't they start up a commotion?
I turned
when I saw Mrs. Whales. She was against the wall holding her chest.
It was then that I saw her husband--Mr. Whales. Well, Burt, I know
his name. I knew him man. I had talked to him a few times.
He...he was hanging by his legs, tied with bailing rope, thin stuff, and
he had most of his skin just scraped off. The flesh was just removed,
leaving the muscle and bone showing through. Mrs. Whales had passed
out by then.
Then I
heard footsteps. Soft, like a woosh or cloth dragging over the floor.
They were going up the stairway, thud, thud, thud, muffled, like I said.
I ran toward the sound, and then I could see more of the cows in their
stalls--mangled and just--even bones broken. Can you imagine how
hard it is to break a cow's bone? It looked like these animals were
smeared along the walls. Like somebody with a forklift was in there.
Of course, the other officers that came later can bare me out on that.
It's crazy. Crazy.
I checked
my clip and it was full. I was ready to defend myself. I went
up those steps and I'll confess, I would have shot anything moving.
It was unbelievable. It was like a crew of guys went through there
with axes and chain saws. Cows don't have any rights but I didn't
give a shit. Uh, sorry. I just didn't care. That was
murder. I got a look at a guy going out the window. It couldn't
have been him. Little guy, white man, looked like a uniform, but
I'm not sure. When he saw me, he....
Continue.
Look, I
need to keep my job. You guys don't care about that. You don't
pay my bills. The man just, well, he just wasn't a man anymore.
He was all lot of things, all kind of things. He must have had a
tape recorder, because there were kids screaming and dogs yelping and just
all kinds of wild stuff. But it was coming out of his mouth.
It couldn't have been one man. It was a team. A screwy, insane,
bunch of serial killers with power tools. Had to be.
I got out
of there. I grabbed Mrs. Whales and got out. I called for backup.
Just wasn't one man. No way. No way.
No way.
(Officer Daily
distinguished himself in this committee's opinion. He insisted on
going back into the building when other officers arrived. He had
to be hospitalized for mild shock and receives therapy upon recommendation.
His case is still open and pending. No suspension was warranted.)
Norman Kirk
adjusted the lapels of his new smoking jacket. It was ridiculous, but he
was feeling ridiculous lately. He was in semi-retirement and he felt
the urge to indulge in a few luxuries. An antique hassock covered
in needlepoint supported his feet. On the hassock was a hunting scene.
Horses and dogs were in the middle of a forest, running down a stag.
He tapped a brand new meerschaum pipe into the ashtray.
A phone rang
somewhere in the house. His was turned off--doctor's orders.
The ringing, was a dull knocking in his head. It gave him a shock
just to hear a sudden noise. Marian came into the living room and
spoke gently from behind his chair.
"It's for
you Norman. It's Frank," she said. “He sounds upset.”
Husband and wife looked into
each other’s eyes. She didn't know much about the last few months.
That part of police work bothered her more than she would say. There
were so many things that she wouldn't say. Kirk felt a dull pain
in his chest. He picked up the phone. Before he heard the voice
he knew that it not going to be good.
"Frank," he
said.
"Norm," Holtz
replied, as though to be sure that it was him.
"Listen son,
I've heard things that I know can't be true."
"They think
I killed that woman. Somebody pulled the plug on her and I was the
last one in the room. My prints are all over everything."
"I assumed
as much. Listen Ace, we have to turn in a full report now and get
some help on this. I don’t know whom we can turn to since the last hearing,
but we're going to do the execution. You understand me? There’s
no other way. You stay out of sight. You have a place to go?"
"Yeah."
"Then you
go there. I'll make one call. I'll get to you somehow and you
be ready when I do. We have to confuse him."
"When?"
"He'll let
you know. He'll keep on letting us know," Kirk said, steady and even,
keeping the edge out of his voice.
"How will
he get to me if he can't find me?"
"It'll be
me. He's not done with me yet. By the way, Frank, I've started
smoking a pipe. Never smoked one before. It's a genuine meerschaum--white
as ivory. After you smoke them for a couple of years, they turn brown."
Frank stood in a phone booth
with the wind whipping at his back. He stared into the receiver.
Kirk had hung up.
Bret Wilson, ten
years old, dreamed about baseball. In his mind, he saw the pitches
coming. The first two were balls, no good. The third was a
strike; Bret swung for the scoreboard. The fourth was a fast ball,
low and way inside. He caught it just right, an inch below the logo,
and by the crack he knew it was gone. He made the slow triumphant
run around the bases. Everyone was yelling his name.
Through the
trees that grew in front of his porch, Bret saw a police car pull up.
It parked across the street. The windows were very dark. This
seemed odd to Bret, but he just watched.
The Kirk house
sat on the corner of Maplewood Drive and 2nd street shrouded by trees.
When seen from the mountain above the town, only a few housetops were visible.
The house was a split-level frame with a recreation room in the basement
and no attic.
Bret's eyes
were perfect. He was a pitcher. But nobody would believe what
he saw.
A police officer
that he had never seen before got out of the car. The man crossed
the street and went toward Mr. Kirk's house. Halfway, he turned to
see if anyone was watching. Bret was, but the man couldn't see him.
Sneaky, Bret thought. Then the man kept turning like a screw.
His uniform changed color from brown and tan to dark blue, almost black,
and his head got bigger. Bret could see teeth, but that would be
hard to say later. This all happened before Bret's young mind could
react. He began to feel a stomachache coming on and he went to his
room. Before he lay down, he looked out his window and saw the black
thing plunge through a screened window in the side of the Kirk's house.
It made a whoomp sound like somebody had set off an M-80 inside a barrel.
He got woozy and went to sleep.
A haze of aromatic
smoke hung in the breeze. Leaves, freshly fallen, not quite dry,
burned in piles turning gray from the top down. It was the rakings
of sticks and dried grass at the beginning of autumn. Almo poked
at the smoldering heap. Old black Almo was retarded, but he wasn't
really old. His age was actually about twenty-five. He moved
and spoke very slowly most of the time.
Mr. Kirk had
died and Almo was beside himself with grief. He and the white haired
old man had been great friends. They talked about catching crooks and Almo
had once gotten a ride in an un-marked police car. His best friend
in the world was Kathy. She was five. Mr. Kirk was her grandfather
and he had "pass da way" and the "fooneral" was tomorrow. Kathy had
auburn hair with streaks of gold and cerulean blue eyes. Almo had
wandered into her life like a big friendly elephant. He was over
six feet tall, tending toward baby fat, and his mom got his head shaved
instead of a haircut. Haircuts were too complicated. For three
dollars, the barber would "just skin ol' Almo".
For a peanut,
Almo would move the picnic table anywhere Kathy wanted, or turn it upside
down and make a boat. While she sat in the middle, he would push
it around the yard. But Grandma had really been mad at the "tored-up
grass". So they didn't do that anymore.
Grampa passed
away, and it made Mommy and Grandma very, very sad. Kathy and Almo
just stayed out of their way. There was always some question about
Almo. He was, after all, a grown man but he showed no tendency toward
sexuality in any way and the old man had given his trust long ago.
Norman said, 'Almo is only seven years old upstairs and he's totally harmless.
I think he looks after Kathy like a big brother should.'
But that was
before.
We have to
be real quiet now, she thought. Grammy didn’t feel good.
She was lying down. Mommy said she would stay with them for a while
now that Grampa was passed away. It must have hurt because he had
a "heart-tack". A boy had put a tack on Kathy's seat once and it
was not funny. She spent a few minutes trying to imagine the little
boy who would "heart-tack" her grandfather.
Marian Kirk
lay upstairs in the spare bedroom. The yelping had come through the
windows and she had been awakened by the noise. Her first thought
had been that Almo had hurt her granddaughter. She hated herself for thinking
it, but it was the first thing that came to mind. The wailing brought everyone
on the run. Both parents had thought the same.
Kathy ran
to scold the kitten that had been her birthday present. Yesterday,
she had a party and a clown came and did magic. The kitten was in
a box with a ribbon. It was tearing up a patch of Johnny Jump Ups
and Kathy pulled it away. She held it under the legs like Mommy showed
her. Turning to show Almo, she smiled brightly. Her red dress
was smudged with potting soil, and a scrape on her knee was almost the
same color. The snow-white kitten was a ball of soft fur against
the crimson party dress. She insisted on wearing the dress the day
after her party.
"I got that
darned Kitty," she laughed.
"I seed that
you got that darn cat," Almo said, blowing on the end of a burning stick.
"He wants
to dig up Mommy's Johnny-Jum-Pups so he can--"
The words froze
in her throat. Her smile flicked away. Just around the corner
of the house, a dog stood crouched. Black and gray with small ears,
it had a funny piggish nose. Its eyes seemed like metal beads.
Kathy would have been thrilled to see a dog, but it was a "pit-pull", and
her Daddy said they were dangerous and shouldn't be next door.
The dog wanted
the kitten.
Kathy dropped
the cat and it ran toward a tree. Infuriated, the dog plunged across
the distance in four leaps. It changed its mind mid flight, deciding
to kill the child instead.
Almo looked
up. He saw the dog and recognized its intent. Dropping the
stick, he took two steps and stopped in the middle of the burning leaves.
His bib overalls caught fire, licking up over his work boots.
Frank Holtz lay on
his back in a small room. The mattress was cold and stiff.
It reminded him of army life and so he became used to it. He risked
a fire only at night. The derelict old cabin was some distance from
the dirt road with only an occasional car going by. Each day grew
a little longer. The novelty of being on the run dried up quickly
and Frank began to wish for his electric heater and a newspaper.
Broken windows
were patched with cardboard, but a hard freezing rain from the night before
had them sagging. He thought about the irony of his situation.
Not since the age of eleven had he run away from home--or anything else
for that matter. In high school, he had been a top achiever, with
awards for academic excellence. His natural agility has seen him
to All-State champion in wrestling. Gymnastics had almost taken him
to the Olympics. About that time Vietnam began to heat up and with
a few good friends, he signed up. They wanted to stay together and
were promised that they would. Yeah sure. A team of hot-to-trot young
jocks out the save the girls of the U.S.A. from Asian Communists, they
celebrated the night before leaving. Each one did a handstand on
the end of a street light.
Frank was
the only one to come back. It was the usual story. When they
were dropped off in the middle of the action, they were split up the first
day--hell, the first hour. They never saw each other again.
He graduated
from college with a degree in criminal law. A rich grandfather had
left him over a million dollars, and at 27, he could have retired, but
he wanted to be a cop.
Now he was
wanted for murder. His life was in the hands of a man who had been
hospitalized and legally insane. Frank had been hiding in the cabin
for a week. A tiny battery operated radio kept him in touch with
the world, but the 9-volt's power was getting smaller and smaller.
Almo was burning.
The pain was curling up his legs and his pants were smoking. He began
to close the distance, not thinking about the fire. He was always
uncomfortable running, because people always laughed at him. Despite
his size, when he got moving, he was 240 pounds of blind momentum.
He had momentum now.
" ...and
the d-dog h-had his mouth open wide a-and he was running to bite me and
he bite-ed my dress up here." She pointed to the torn cloth at the
neck of her dress. "And he scratched me."
The dog was quivering
in the dirt. Its head was a mush of blood and crushed bone.
Clumps of white cat fir and pieces of red party dress hung from its jaws.
The whole left half of its lower jaw hung loose, sticking out at an angle,
crushed, exposing white tendons and muscle.
"He got
it by the mouth and kept pulling on it, and it was crying."
Almo's right
little finger was gone. The dog had taken it off right away, swallowing
it. It had been just enough of an advantage to grab the studded collar.
They were
astounded by what they saw. The dog had been pummeled into unconsciousness
where it lay curled on the ground, dying. The big retarded man had
protected their little girl. The hero drooled now and then, and he
smelled bad sometimes, but now, he was a member of the family.
The dog's
owner was called. He came right over in a Ford truck with oversized
tires and a rack of lights on the roof. When he saw the dog, whose
name was Lil' Bo, he threatened to kill Almo. He was a short powerful
man with a small sausage of blonde hair behind his ears. A huge belly
hung over his wide belt buckle. The buckle was of brass with a picture
of a bull rider.
"Son of a bitchin'
reetart
killed my dog."
By this time Bill
Taylor had had enough of pit bulls and their owners. He said flatly,
"The dog tried to kill my daughter. Look at her."
"Lil' Bo wouldn't
hurt no kid. He likes kids."
"Well Little Bo
got out of your yard and attacked my kid and you're lucky I don't have
you arrested," Taylor snarled.
"Well, I'll
tell you what; you do what you have to, son." The fat man made a
move toward Almo. "This dummy has to lose some teeth," he said.
The punch
came from behind his ear. It sounded like a rock dropped onto cement.
Taylor stood over him as he tried to rise. His eyes were flickering,
rolled up behind his eyelids
"You ever
try to touch Almo again and I'll break your neck!" Taylor had his
face down close to his neighbor's. "Get out of my yard, and I'll
be talking to animal control." He picked up the dog and threw it
into the man's truck like a sack of onions.
Almo's legs
were burned. He seemed not to notice. They had to be bandaged
and the Taylors paid for the hospital bills. No one ever worried
about Almo again, not until a month later, when they buried him.
Marian Kirk opened
a letter with the butter knife she held. Inside was a note from their
oldest daughter. Handwritten in typically neat script, it enclosed
a transcript of her grades. All A's. She tacked it up on the
drawing board. It was time to make Norman a snack. The refrigerator
gushed cold air and odor of stale food. She pulled a saucepan from
a shelf and set it on the stove, over low heat.
When Bret Wilson
began to recover, he went to the window. Curiosity overcame him and
he pulled back the curtain. The police car was still there.
Whatever had caused him to get sick was gone and he felt better.
But the guy had gone in old Mr. Kirk's house through the window.
That was wrong. Bret thought of calling the cops and thought better
of it. The man was a cop and Mr. Kirk was a cop. So who would
listen to a ten-year-old kid about such things?
On the counter,
the small Sony portable TV went to a commercial. Marian stood watching
the young people dancing on the beach, surfing in the turquoise blue water.
At the end, she had no idea what they were selling, but it was nice to
watch. The tomato sauce in the pot started to gurgle. Green
spinach noodles went into boiling water. Reluctantly, Marian turned
away from General Hospital, carrying the tray out into the living room.
Henrietta
raced through the Habitrail. The elaborate tunneling system of clear
plastic tubes covered half of the table. The mouse dropped down into
its nest and quickly covered itself with sawdust. Kathy loved the
mouse and played games with it when she came for a visit.
Afternoon
light shone through the overcast sky. The sky was silvery and the
air was comfortably cool. Kirk sat patting his paunchy middle, watching
the little pile of sawdust stir as Henrietta settled in for her nap.
"Hungry,"
Marian asked. She lowered the tray onto the desktop.
"Ah, what
a nice surprise," Norman said. "I was just starting to think about
lunch."
"Do you want
a soda or Perrier?"
"Fizzy water,"
he said. "Is this hamburger in the sauce?"
"Ground turkey,"
she replied, with a trace of smugness."
"Turkey?"
"And I threw
in half a cup of bran."
"Well, it's really
very good. I can't tell the difference."
"He had just
gotten a haircut, the first one since the hospital. The top of his
head flattened into a perfect plateau of ivory white spikes. Reaching
for the bowl, he straightened out his arm and stretched the fingers almost
without realizing it. A little sensation tingled into his hand.
Small favors,
he thought.
Having tasted
the sauce at arm's length, he was ready to dig in. Henrietta burst
from the little sawdust cocoon and stood dog paddling against her window.
Marian went for the water and to find out if the rich young doctor would
operate on the young heiress. The mouse was making a thumping noise on
the inside of the glass.
"That must
hurt," Norman said, frowning.
Cans of Campbell's
soup made a red and white wall in the back of the kitchen cabinet.
They were a throwback to the days when she had allowed him to eat his way
heart disease. Two strokes had rendered his left arm forty-five percent
usable. It was a blessing that the department had kept him on.
Numbness was a constant annoyance to him. She had always advocated
healthy foods, but the hospitalization had convinced him. She pulled
a bag of brown rice down from the shelf and began to untwist the wire wrapper.
Tap water fizzed into an orange pot. She got a measuring cup and
leveled off a cup of the rice. Some of the water spilled over,
ran down the side of the gutters, and into the drain.
She was suddenly
stunned. What it was exactly that had paralyzed her wasn't clear.
She leaned back into the refrigerator door. Several moments passed.
In the part of her mind not yet shut off, she knew that a very bad car
crash had taken place on the adjacent street. She could hear a group
of people and frighteningly, two or three children were hurt. A tableau
of horribly mutilated male and female bodies filled her head with vivid
graphic realism. The people were moving, still
alive thank God.
Kirk, in the
living room, winced at the impact. With one eye closed, he stared
through the lace curtains. He pushed himself up, grunting at the
exertion on his knees, and went to open the curtains. A multiple
car crash had piled up just out of sight. It was bad. Obviously,
children were involved. He moved back to the phone. The receiver
was cold in his hand. He reached down and plugged in his phone.
He dialed.
In the kitchen,
water boiled on the stove. The cherry-red burner was sizzling.
A cloud of steam filled that corner of the kitchen. What should she
do? She went to the window and looked as far as possible to the right.
Norman could see it, surely. She heard his voice speaking on the
telephone already. He was describing it to the dispatcher.
A tan uniform flashed by. What timing, she thought--must have been
close by. But they should be out there, not in our yard.
The phone
wouldn't work. He tried to dial again and just got static.
Sure that someone else would call it in; he gave up and went to see how
bad it was.
Marian heard
the screen door break in another room. Kirk heard her scream.
The sound went through him like a drill. It went off in his head
like a thunderclap. Then it was choked off. He heard her gagging.
He was up, running.
"Mare?"
He slammed his head on the stairwell, and the white hair grew red.
He swore he would file the offending corner into dust as soon as he--
In one sweep, he
shook off the pain, rammed his hand into a drawer. The realization
hit him harder than the bump on the head. And he was ready.
The gun was a .44 with a six-inch barrel. The hollow-point bullets
were filed to accept a tiny plug of oak. The wood was saturated with
sarin, a powerful nerve poison. A little more bang for the buck.
He ran trying to find the trigger. In the hallway, the light went
out. The door to the kitchen was open. Marian was against the
sink. She was in the throws of a seizure. Her lips were drawn
back, teeth tightly clenched. He thought her face would tear.
Her fingers stuck out in odd directions, one arm going up and down as if
holding a heavy barbell. She was gaping with empty eyes.
As he passed
the wall shelf, he picked up a record album. He tore off the dust
jacket. There was no time to prepare anything fancy. He was
overwhelmed by the need to protect his wife. Passing a doorknob,
Kirk smashed the record to bits. The bathroom door flew open from
the impact. He groped through the scattered pieces for the hole.
Pressing the triangular black shard to his left eye, he turned right and
scanned the kitchen. Between the two windows, its form passed.
Kirk faced its direction and felt the wave of sickness. As he panned
the small aperture over the creature, he felt his tongue rise up like a
spoon going down his throat.
It was a few
feet from the kitchen door, a swirling mass of transformation. The
door was standing open. The top of its conical head brushed the ceiling.
Kirk could make out the tremendous musculature thought the tiny hole.
It flicked like an old movie, melting between human and something undreamed
of. It was an evolutionary horror in his kitchen. It squatted
on the brown tile floor, grunting like a huge animal, an almost sad forlorn
sigh. The anthropomorphic shoulders were a yard or more across. Its
hands were like thick tennis rackets, with black-skinned fingers ending
in scythe-like talons. The claws were dripping to the floor, hard
and soft. They were cruelly hooked, razor-keen, and meant to open
prey in a hurry. The entire skin was black and glossy, covered with
coarse, gleaming fur, which was as thick three-penny nails. Resting
on massive paws, the tips of grapnels appeared and disappeared. The
nose, in the center of the face was a bloody pair of holes that seemed
to go right into the brain cavity.
A stream of
viscous dark red fluid meandered across the tiled floor from under the
haunches. It was secreting from a vertical opening between the legs.
The 44. would
kill a rhino. Peering through the record shard, Kirk aimed level
and squeezed off a round. The concussion was deafening in the small
kitchen. He knew the shot had gone home. Cocking his head,
he fought the urge to uncover his eye.
It moved a
split second before the shot and formed into a snake, tightly coiled in
the corner. Norman was amazed at the speed it was capable of.
It had to weigh half a ton, but could dart like a weasel. The move
was a flow from where it had been to the stove. Reforming, it exhaled
foul, rotten air, dead steam, like a forgotten sewer pipe. Norman
raised his head and caught sight of the mouth. It was closed now
and a split lip was visible. A warm vibrating muzzle was pressed
lightly to Kirk's face. The breath was like the bottom of garbage
cans, a rat in the walls, two days dead, decayed roots. Kirk's teeth
hummed in his head like they had bitten into a live wire. His lungs
squirmed in his chest.
He fired again.
His right eye was squeezed tightly shut. He knew he must not get
a full look at his attacker. The embrace was never complete.
It never actually touched him.
Marian turned
away and sagged to the floor. The whole terrible sequence had taken
place in less than two minutes. Kirk was heaving. The jagged
black triangle was still firmly planted against his eye. He lunged
at the kitchen door, kicked it shut. He grabbed Marian and walked
backward to the hallway entrance, covering the doorway with the .44.
Staggering like over-the-hill marathon dancers, they retreated from that
unholy kitchen. The desk, about midway down the hall, went over with
a crash. Then the numbing wave of cool fear came from the front and
back. As they entered the living room. Kirk threw Marian on the couch.
He took a position at the window, and slowly removed the plastic from his
eye. Later, he would see a long scratch under his eyebrow.
Outside, the
street was quiet. He understood that the car crash had been a fantasy,
yet still marveled at its accuracy.
The only noise
he could hear was Henrietta in her cage, still thumping on the glass.
She was still stiff as a stick, paddling furiously. She must have
been doing that the whole time, he thought. The street was hazy,
platinum-colored in the late afternoon. Cool air blew in through
the windows. It was icy on Norman's drenched body. He gazed
at the hallway door. Would it come through there? Had to.
Expecting at any moment to lose his life, he nodded his head. He
was pissed.
"C'mon," he
whispered, "come and get me." He checked the gun. Four left.
Two rounds had done nothing. There would be no good "next time".
He was sure. Marian lay on the couch with her face buried in the
cushions. She wasn't moving. Apparently she had gotten a good
look. That was bad. Norman wasn't sure what that would do to
her. He realized they were trapped. If it came now and he killed
it she would be covered with the spray. Running to the couch, he
ripped up the rug and threw it over his wife. Quickly he lifted her
and stuffed it under her and flipped it over so that she was wrapped in
a cocoon. He scanned the room for some protection. Curtains
might repel the spray for a few minutes. He tore one from the picture
window, the hooks popping. He threw the cloth over his head, forming
a cowl. He kept his precious peephole to his eye and held the fabric
closed.
A scrape came
from the hall. More, it was like an entire tree had been dragged
three of four inches. He remembered it from the house. That
sound had come just before. The old cop straightened, gasping for
breath. His legs shook. He was very near collapse and was afraid
he might urinate in his pants. In the hallway, a board broke.
The door was splitting, bulging forward. It hit the floor in pieces.
Books were being riffled, thousands of pages turned simultaneously.
Then came a great thud and the house seemed to jump off its foundation.
Kirk's fear was like ball of fire in his stomach. Then he saw it.
At the base of the hallway door, a brown globular shape covered with hair
protruded slowly from the baseboard.
He tightened
the trigger.
"This is it,
you son of a bitch!"
A piercing,
ripping sound filled the room. Kirk was confused. Had it jumped
into the room? On the couch, the form of his wife wrapped in the
rug began to move. He aimed down the sight at the thing protruding
from the doorway. He couldn't miss. He squeezed one off.
Misfire.
Then on the
couch, the rug began to split open. It burst like a seedpod, a hideous
insect breaking from its confines. The long nap carpet was cut in
long spinous strips. Kirk began to shriek Marian's name. Dragging
the shredded carpet across the room, the Lobesomen leapt out the picture
window. Glass exploded onto the grass. The creature rippled
like a giant slug across the yard, emitting an ear-shattering snarl.
It was gone.
Bret Wilson
saw it. He saw it crash through the window. But the window
didn't make a sound. It was like the TV was turned down and you knew
what it should be like, but it wasn't like that at all. He told his
mom that a thing big as a whale lay on the grass and opened its giant mouth
and cried. The boy got real tired of people making fun of him.
He could still strike out any batter in the league.
Norman
Kirk stood breathing heavily, his mouth very dry. The ruined rug
was spread across his feet, the gun trained on the windowsill. Misfire.
He was still confused. He moved to the empty space where the glass
had been. Pulling the cord, he closed the single drape, as thought
the very air outside was poisoned. This began to clear his head.
He spun around.
It was still
there.
A brown clump
of thick hair was lying at the bottom of the door. A claw was visible,
and it was moving. He approached with the weapon cocked. Desperately
he flipped the cylinder and checked the remaining rounds. He clicked
it shut. Kirk wanted to rid himself of this fiend. The wall
covered him. The blood could spray as it had that day on the cliff
and it couldn't reach him. His finger tightened. On the floor
at his feet, a face looked up at him. It had never been her in his
arms.
"Oh my God,
Mare."
She had crawled
from the kitchen and fainted at the door.
"Norman, help
me to the bathroom," she said through rubbery jaws.
"It's gone
sweetheart," he said.
"I have to
throw up," Marian moaned, already on her way.
As he looked
out the window, he saw the squad car turn the corner. It weaved a
bit and brushed the curb before it went out of sight.
The thumping
caught his attention again. In the Habitrail, he saw that Henrietta
was tapping her head against the plastic. She was like a worm on
a hot skillet, trashing back and forth. Then she gradually lay still
and Norman thought she was dead.
October came.
The colorful month always approached at night. It prepared for those
few magnificent days by stealing life from the leaves. The ever-present
corn of summer was reduced to sharp spikes, harvest's victory spears.
The leaves, not yet convinced, began to lose their gloss. Color would
come in a few weeks; green would all but vanish--except for the pines--and
red, yellow, brick and fire shades would blaze into the azure sky.
From any angle, any location in Mercer, Photographers snapped flawless
postcards, book covers and calendar sheets. Bucks County's most picturesque
sites were there. Red shale and ferns splashed by waterfalls, were
the drinking spots of deer. Raccoon and possum thrived in the rain
forest that surrounded the town.
Pheasant hunters
began the annual ritual of throwing feather-covered spurs to their dogs.
Rabbits, sluggish all summer, began to hop higher in their curious mating
dance. With a melancholy feel that announced the onset of fall, October
permeated the streets as well. Small groups of premature leaves began
to clog the gutters. Streets and roofs would be jammed with fallen
piles of maple keys and soaked sticks. There was a definite nip in
the breeze.
No one ever
noticed that the activity of the bat population had increased. The
bats always got aggressive, and folks said the same thing every year that
they might be rabid. In the history of the town, no one ever got
bit by a bat.
* * *
Grass had begun
to sprout from the mound. The first frost nearly killed it off.
Of course, next summer the root system should take hold and the site would
be carpeted with lush new sprouts. Dried earth crumbled and blew
amongst the tender blades. The grave was lonely, by itself on the
outside of the field. It was Sunday and strollers stood like figures
in a painting. Fresh flowers were placed neatly at the bronze markers,
held with rocks to keep them from blowing away. The rock was Kathy's
idea. She and Marian walked slowly away from the plot.
To a passerby,
"My grandfather's buried under there," she said, "but I dint go to the
fune-rule." She was speaking to a young couple. Marian reached
down and lovingly touched her head.
"Hush dear,"
Marian said, more to comfort herself than the child.
She knew Kathy
didn't understand and as she looked back at the already wilting carnations,
she began to cry. The frustration, the loneliness, the man she'd
lived with for thirty years, gone. Her heart--whatever that was--had
gone blank, since...something had happened. She struggled to remember.
Now she was by herself.
They walked
by a group of mourners at another grave, past the great monument to the
Civil War, and the tomb of one of the founding Mercers. Marian herded
Kathy toward the car. The local police car interrupted them.
Kathy waved to the officer. They couldn't see the man through the
windows, tinted nearly black. Then the window rolled silently down.
Part Five
MITOSIS
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
The central body of centrosome lies
at one side of the nucleus near the central part of the cell; the other
intracellular structures are arranged around it, and it serves as a dynamic
center, especially active during mitoses.
--Henry Grey, F.R.S.
Grey's Anatomy
"Do you
notice anything about the way I walk? Kind of cat-like?"
--Elvis Presley
The
Huay Ning Zen Temple sat in a glade at the top of Mammy Morgan's hill.
It was a group of stone buildings nestled in the trees at the bottom of
a short slope. A stream ran through the property, which fed a little
pond. From the narrow road above, the temple itself looked like an
old mill. It had been many things throughout the years and now it
was a spiritual hub.
The priests
were all young college students. They paid a meager two hundred dollars
a year to stay on the grounds. There were both men and women.
Though the girls were given every opportunity afforded the men and were
allowed to participate in the meditation, it was an unspoken understanding:
they would never become priests. This edict was never openly challenged,
even in the feminist circles. Given the mood of the place, simply to speak
against anything was not the way of Zen.
The men shaved
their heads. They wore the traditional orange robes and, depending
on their spiritual rank, a quilted yellow square that covered the chest.
They could be seen each morning, walking in groups along the roads between
fields that went into town. Glowing faces filled with unimaginable
happiness bounced along the ridge above the temple grounds each day.
The women,
not being priests, didn't have to lose their hair, but a few did.
Feminism, the eighties, and the rich widow who funded the temple had caused
a major shift in the tenants of Buddhism. They could never be true
masters, but they could wear the robes.
To keep things
on track with the Tao, an authentic Zen master was imported from
China. His name was Reverend Lee. He was a frail man, weighing
about a hundred pounds. He did no work of any kind and did no exercise
that any of the students knew about. Lee was a vegetarian and an
expert on tea. Tea sessions were held each day after devotions.
He was also a taskmaster. Two hundred dollars a year wasn't much
of a tuition, until one joined the little group. The Reverend believed
the old saying, 'Before enlightenment, chop wood and carry water.
After enlightenment, chop wood and carry water.'
And he meant
it.
He saw to
it that walls were built, that the grass was mowed and that no stick or
leaf should mar the sacred grounds of the Huay Ning Temple.
Stones were plentiful in the surrounding fields and woodlands. The
building itself was made entirely of flagstone. Inside, it was cool,
even in summer, and exceptionally quiet. Students would enter, some
in street clothes and many in robes. Shoes, belts, and all leather
goods were left at the door. As they passed a large closet, they
would choose a mat and perhaps a stool. The stools were eight inches
tall and were used for meditation. A devotee would fold their legs
underneath, place thumbs and forefingers together, hands in the lap and
gaze at the stone wall.
Lee would
walk around the room, padding silently, carrying a polished stick.
As he moved behind each person, he would see that they were off
center. If that were the case, he would tap them on the shoulder.
The effect was rather amazing if one became off center.
After hours
of sitting, as the meditation was called, the students would line
up in rows on the floor, seated on their mats. Mimeographed sheets
of words to be chanted would be passed out and a half-hour of singing would
complete the evening. Then Reverend Lee would deliver the sermon.
"Everything...all
right," Reverend Lee said. His voice had an intense resonance.
"Sitting not easy--not easy to be still."
"Be still,"
he continued. "And all knowledge comes. The way of Zen is to
fill the well with snow."
This would
bring a smile from many of the young people, and a frown from some.
None of them understood what it meant, nor were they supposed to.
Years later they would still be on the verge of filling the well.
"Hashimoto
and Kiko were brothers...and rivals. They each had good business.
Each had fine house and bought fine wife. One day, Hashimoto want
to make wager. Propose that he get to Pure Land before Kiko.
And so, they set out to go to Pure Land. Each brother chant
and sit for many hours each day. Many days pass. One day Kiko
is having dinner, and outside, from up in sky, he hear Hashimoto.
"Kiko goes
to look. Up in sky is a rainbow and in the rainbow is Hashimoto!
Kiko runs to Hashimoto's house and yes, there is brother dead. Kiko
bows to brother's wife and knows that she is the secret. He
takes her to his house. He asks what the secret is. She says
that she does not know. One thing is different, she says. When
I come to live with you, I need a lot of candles. At night, Hashimoto
would meditate and a light would come from his head. And I could
read and sew by this light. Also, what is this funny stuff you do
in bed?"
That was the
life of a Pennsylvania Buddhist in the 1980's.
There was
no parking lot. All vehicles, mostly Volkswagons, Nisans, and
Volvos were parked in a long line at the side of the road. Perhaps
if there had been a place to park, things would have turned out differently.
Local traffic, such as it was, had to slowly navigate past the line of
parked cars. It was around 11:30 on a Saturday night when the place
was fire bombed.
Written in charcoal
and red paint, the walls were inscribed with hieroglyphics. The glyphs
told what Billy had done to Sue. They told what Bruce K. had done
to the rest of the guys and what you could do to yourself. Frank
Holtz wondered about Billy and Sue. He wandered why kids did that.
When he had checked into his little private motel, it was just as the previous
owner had left it. Plates, bowls, and silverware were still on the
table. Canned spaghetti, dried long ago into a hard know was left
uneaten. Old newspapers, yellow with age, covered the floor and the
furniture was torn to shreds.
The roof leaked.
It was leaking now.
He had told
his wife and little Kevin that he would be gone for a while. She
knew he was fleeing from his own people. It had bothered her that
he couldn't tell the truth. He hadn't called for days, knowing that
his phone might be tapped. He had been positively identified.
To turn himself in was nothing but trouble. That day in the hospital,
they all saw him, and they all knew him.
Someone had
had him. Was having him. No alibi was good enough.
Over fifteen people swore that he had been there. He had to be free
to move, even if he could get bail, they would just cut his nuts
off. They would watch him. So he remained out of sight.
Well, Norman
would fix it. He would fix everything. But they had to deal
with the Goddamned cat-thing first. Until then, he would lay low.
Almo was helplessly
drifting into a situation. Kathy looked up at the giant black man.
One hand on her hip and toe pointed out, she tapped her foot. She
squinted with one eye.
"Well, all
you have to do is stand. And you might have to wear a tie."
"I doe know,"
Almo said. "I never wore no tie."
"All I do
is
show ya and tell all about ya to my class," she said.
"I never done
no show-an-tell," Almo said, coming as close as he would to an argument.
"It's on Friday,
an we're going up to the big pink school on the hill. We get to be
with the big kids, an see what it's like. If we like it, then we
can go there. And they're gonna hab show and tell and I'm gonna show
you."
"I doe know,”
he said again.
"Well, you
have to go," Kathy stated firmly.
In the house,
her parents were talking. Grown-up things. Her ears were on
stand-by alert. She could hear her father.
"How is she
fixed for cash? I'm just asking because I'd like to know how long
she'll stay--you know--stay here."
"We have his
pension, and I guess she gets some insurance, though the pension is up
in the air for now. Since they couldn't--you know."
"Well, how--"
"Bill, I just
don't think I want to discuss it with her right now. She has a little
more because they did it that way. So she has some money.
But I didn't ask her how much."
Bill Taylor
absorbed what his wife said. His objections were being diminished
by his guilt. He wanted to have his house back. With the old
woman here it felt like he was being pushed out. That was ridiculous
of course. But feelings are not always rational.
He said, "Kathy,
you and Almo go up in the yard and play now. Mommy and Daddy want
to talk privately."
"All right
Daddy," she said. "C'mon Almo, we better not eebs-drop."
That evening, Larry
Stern and Scott Allen sat on a dirty mattress in Allen's garage.
The building had been turned into a workshop for fixing dirt bikes and
now and then, a Harley. It had become a hangout sometime during the
summer of Scott's 16th year. To the neighbors, it was a den of inequity
where young girls lost their virginity and old women lost consciousness
late at night. All types of unsavory characters were seen going in
and out of the Allen's driveway.
Tonight there
were new additions to the group. Buddy Martinson was bad news.
Every cop for a hundred miles in Jersey and Pensey knew his name.
Bud was a career criminal at 18. At 21 he was on his way to death
row. His three companions had as yet, not been introduced.
They were not a gang. The concept of organization just didn't gel
with Buddy Martinson. But he had his hopes. Martinson was a
drug dealer, a supplier of crank, which was methamphetamine. This
was the drug of choice with bikers, dragsters, stock car stars and teenage
goddesses.
Inside the
garage, which had been furnished with couches and a mattress, they were
in the process of getting high. That's when the idea struck.
Buddy Martinson
sighed as he pulled the syringe from his arm, wiping the spot of blood
with his thumb. "I was up on the hill the other day by the Booda'
temple."
"Yeah," Scott
Allen said, scratching his huge stomach, "those bald mother fuckers come
into the store where my mom works."
"They come
in there and act like their shit don't stink," Martinson said, with an
icy tone as his tongue rolled in his head.
The three
unknowns had Scott Allen very nervous. They seemed to be watching
everything, but saying nothing. They wore Pagan colors. This
was a local motorcycle club with a large membership. The Pagans definitely
were a gang. The three of them sat on the old couch against the wall.
They wore leather jackets that looked like they came from the First World
War. Their hair was long and they had untrimmed beards. They
had about a hundred tattoos spread among the three of them. Most
of the skin art was covered, but one of them had FUCK NIXON written across
his neck. Scott and Larry were scared to death of them.
"I got this
idea," Buddy Martinson said. "They all park right along the road
in a long line."
"Who," Larry
asked.
"The fuckin'
Booda's, you asshole," he answered. "Ever see those assholes walking bald-headed
down the road?"
"Yeah, they
think their shit don't stink!" Larry Stern was warming up.
The gush of molten metal joy was spreading through his body. Once
he began to verbalize, it would go on for hours. His tongue twisted
and rolled in his mouth.
"Fuckem'!"
One of the Pagans shouted over the mouth of a Michelob bottle. He
reached down and pulled two cartons of empties from under the couch.
"Git me that can'a gas."
The others
watched in varying stages of mirth and horror as he began to tear strips
of cloth from an oily rag. Without direction, one of the other Pagans
began to funnel lawn mower gasoline into a bottle.
"We'll fry
their slope asses,” Buddy Martinson shouted, gleefully.
"Well," Larry
Stern said, "they're not slopes." He was trying to make sense.
Things were moving toward a bad compass point and he tried to ward it off.
Larry wasn't bad. He was simply fascinated by people who were.
"They're all white kids from different colleges," he said.
The Pagan
stood now, threatening. He bent over Larry Stern and jammed a finger
into his chest. "Look, my brother's dead." He said this with
finality, still pushing with the grubby finger, his breath like the first
whoosh from an old out house. "They're fuckin' Booda heads!
My brother got shot by a fuckin' Booda head in 'Nam!"
"All fuckin'
Booda heads must die!" Shouted Scott Allen, who wanted to fade into the
background. For some reason the Pagan's dead brother was something
that couldn't be challenged under any circumstances. The killing
of the brother by a college student studying Buddhism during the Vietnam
War was totally acceptable.
They loaded
their deadly treasure into the back of two pickup trucks to head out on
the highway toward the Huay Ning Temple.
Marian Kirk was dreaming.
She wasn't part of the dream, but somewhere just to the left and above
the action. She watched a dog paw the multi-colored earth next to
a tree. It seemed so important to identify the type of tree.
The dog was a snow-white pit bull. It was gnawing on--at that point
she woke up.
At once, she
felt the loneliness and despair of having lost Norman. It was an
effort to get out of bed. So she didn't. She pushed her face
into the pillow and stared at the dark, sparkling screen behind her eyes.
Before Norman had left her, he told her of the events of the last few months.
He had been careful to cover every detail, which was unusual. She
understood that she and Frank knew the truth and that they were on their
own. That Frank was hiding somewhere and couldn't help. It
had been so hard for Norman at the end, but he had covered everything.
At first, she wouldn't, couldn't believe any of it. He was talking
about monsters. But she believed him. It had happened.
It was confusing and hard to remember. Her stomach still flipped
over every time the thought about it, but it had happened. When she
closed her eyes, she still saw that sickening thing in her kitchen.
It was 10
o'clock. She made her way to the bathroom and brushed her teeth.
As she changed into her clothes, she heard Kathy playing in the yard below.
The dog was
dead, and she was glad.
She heard
the child's voice as she opened the screen door.
"Hey squirly-whirley,
did you watch cartoons this morning?"
"I watched-ed Sesame
Street and Micky Mouse and Popeye and after they went off, I came in and
I watched-ed you Grandma," Kathy sang out.
"You watched
me?"
"I came into
your room real quiet and sat in your chair."
"That's nice.
How long were you there?"
"Oh, for about
sixteen-twenty hours," she said twisting her Shirley Temple mop.
"What's Mommy
doing today?"
"She's at
the store."
"So it's just
the two of us."
"Yes, I guess
so. Were you watching cartoons Grandma?"
"When?"
"When you
were sleeping."
"When I was--"
"You were
talking and rolling around and that's how I watch cartoons and I thought
you were watching them, that's all."
No, I was
just dreaming. When did Mommy leave--for the store?"
"Well," Kathy
said, after a long sigh, "she left right before you woke up and then Micky
Mouse fought-ed a big fight with a big giant and Popeye went to see Sinbad,
who's the most remarkable most amazing kind of fellow, and I made some
toast and the nice policeman came and talk-ed to me and he wanted to have
some tea and take a ride in the police car and we played tid-i-ley binks
and--"
"What--what
did you say?"
"TID-I-LEY
BINKS!"
"No, no, sweetheart,
what did you say about the policeman?"
"The nice
policeman came and talked-ed to me and he had some tea--"
"Was it the
one we saw...when we went to see Grandpa at the cemetery?"
"Yup, that
was the one."
"Kathy, did
he touch you?"
"No, but he
touched-ed dolly. See, he was mean to dolly."
Marian held
up the doll, a close facsimile of Kathy. They had bought it because
it looked so much like her. Its right plastic leg was gone, chewed
away. There were puncture marks all over the chest and a long tear
from chin to abdomen. As she took the doll, she examined it closely.
In the hollow of its back, on the inside, was a tiny red spot. She
heard Norman's admonition, If it gets on you, if it merely touches
the skin...
She was looking
at a single drop of dried blood.
Marian took
the mutilated doll and went to look for matches.
10 PM, Mammy Morgan's
Hill. The mission that united them was not founded in fact but this
mattered not in the least. The combined zeal of the small group was
overpowering. Theirs was the single mind that has ruled bloody riots
and rebellions since the first ape-men banded together and overtook another's
cave.
They climbed
the hill to the temple. Three six-packs of Molotov cocktails were
divided between the two trucks. Buddy Martinson's '78 Chevy pickup
had a 327 cubic inch engine with wide dragster tires in the back and small
tires in the front. It was built for the track, for speed.
Inside, along the top of the windshield was a fringe of tiny plastic nudes.
The mirror extended from one side of the cab to the other, made up of sections
that aimed from left to right dividing in the middle. Red bulbs that
were hidden under the dash lighted the floor. Like a surreal cockpit,
the interior of Buddy Martinson's truck gave off an evil red glow.
The vehicle was a J. C. Whitney museum.
Buddy and
one of the Pagans, whose name was Lucky Strike, each had a beer between
their legs, and a bottle of gasoline in hand. The smell of Texaco
Super Unleaded permeated the air. Lucky Strike loved the smell of
gas and refused to let Buddy open the windows. Each time he lit a
namesake filterless cigarette, Buddy thought his heart would stop.
In the truck
bed, the other two Pagans, Rosco and Animal passed a small bottle of crank
between them. They sat huddled tightly against the back of the cab.
Scott Allen had the wind at his face. Not wanting to get too close
to the Pagans, he was in a corner, pressed into the tailgate.
Larry Stern
had collected Billy Calaway, no stranger to the police himself. They
rode in Larry's brand new Ford truck. He was a very hard working
nineteen-year-old who had never gotten into any significant trouble.
He had only one major flaw; he couldn't say no. His personality
was weak and he could easily be coerced. Larry Stern and Scott Allen
were very much coerced by the Pagans and Buddy Martinson. A ready
source of drugs and a tendency toward extreme violence removed any reservations
that the two friends might have about committing arson.
Scott Allen
pulled up his pants, which were continually dropping. He weighed
over 250 pounds and was very uncomfortable in the windy truck bed.
He wished it were over. There was an unspoken understanding.
He could feel it. If this went well, he and Larry and maybe
Calaway too, would be accepted by the Pagans. Fat, stupid
old Scott Allen could wear Pagan colors. If he had trouble, it was
their trouble, and if he got killed in a bar fight, they would take care
of his mom. Above all, getting laid would no longer be a problem.
Biker chicks.
He reached into his
pocket and groped for his dad's pipe lighter. It would light in 80
mile per hour winds. The faces of Larry and Bill were like two painted
balloons behind the glass. They trailed a few yards behind.
Scott gave them the thumbs-up. They gave him the finger. He
grinned. He was so high that he couldn't feel his enormous ass, or
his legs. His lips were sticky and drool flew steadily from the corners
of his mouth. It was now 10:30, overcast and there was no moon.
Hallucinating and ready to take another snort, Scott Allen saw the night
as an immense series of dark blankets tearing at him, lightening strokes
and living neon wriggling off in his peripheral vision. He felt beautiful.
Most of the students
were asleep. Five were in the flagstone temple, having sat for an
hour, engaged in a conversation about the trials of the saints. Cool
night air flowed into the open door, among the orange-robed figures.
Reverend Lee was
in his room. The small Spartan cubicle smelled like limes.
There wee no limes in the room, nor was there any incense. Every
night, when the Reverend slept, he passed through the etheric plane.
At that point he gave off a strong scent of citrus. The young priests
who hovered outside his door would sniff the air and nod to each other
knowingly.
Lee was gazing
into the thousand-watt bulb between his eyes. Fast asleep, he was
more
awake than anyone for thousands of miles around him. The perfect
contemplation that he had long ago accomplished allowed him to enter the
fine balance of enlightenment. Light continued to unfold like a glass
onion until his world became the lotus gently unfolding at the feet of
God. He would later tell students that such visions were nothing
but a trick of the mind. This in order to diminish their desire,
which stunted their progress. He watched all his bodies and glanced
at the lower forms of his existence. In an insignificant corner of
this immense world, he saw that his beloved temple was about to be attacked.
It was not a surprise. The scene as it unfolded in the billions of
transparent living cells was like a crystal of sand lost in a rain forest.
Still, it drew his attention more than he would like. He had seen
the tiny image more than a year ago. But what he had seen this night
was a new revelation. He saw a needless death. A small passing
of light into light. It was a death brought about by greed and vanity.
In a small place set aside for such things, Lee was thankful for his place
in the great world. His priests moved each day further from these
passions, and that was good.
There was
nothing to be done for the temple or the one who would die. To stop
this attack or interfere was to tamper with the will of the Tao.
And that he could not do. As he lay motionless on his cot, a single
tear escaped his eye. That did surprise him.
Billy Calaway opened
the door and climbed into the back of the truck. The vehicles slowed
to a stop, two abreast. Scott Allen and the Pagans began to toss
unlit bottles. The glass broke, spreading gas over three of the parked
cars. Stern and Calaway drew up next to the temple, which saw down
in the small valley. The cedar shake roof was just level with the
road.
Calaway thought
back.
Just let
me get out'a this. Just let me, and I promise God, I promise, I won't
do anything ever again. Just let me go and don't let me get hurt.
What happened to them? How could they get all broke up like that?
A fuckin' front-end loader couldn't do that. Stink, stink, stink,
the stink just stays in my nose in my mind and it won't let go. Just
keeps on stinkin' and it stinks now. If you let me go God and don't
let what happened to them happen to me...you can have my life. Take
my life. Just let me go home.
He thought
back as he hurled the beer bottle at the stone chimney and silently asked
the same God to help the bottle smash and soak the wooden roof. And
smash it did.
"Flick your
fuckin' Bic!" Larry Stern lobbed the first lighted bottle, which
exploded on the top of an MGB. "C'mon throw'em man," yelled Larry
as the air filled with the smell of heat and burning rubber. Three
lighted bottles landed on the roof of the temple. Two rolled off
the wooden shingles unbroken, but one hit the chimney and threw a wall
of flame into the black cotton air.
Fifteen cars
were now on fire. The Pagans were howling like wolves. The
surrounding buildings had caught and were beginning to be consumed.
Dull orange ghosts glided from the inferno screaming, and cowered nearby.
The fire was
getting close to the truck. Scott Allen had two more bottles.
He threw one and missed the cars completely. The glass shattered
on the macadam, spreading the haystack of yellow heat even closer.
"Chaos rules!"
He screamed and stumbled, tilting forward. The heat felt good.
His pants were baking. He couldn't feel his feet and the truck bed
seemed to vanish. He was floating in the middle of flames and night.
Reaching out for the support he knew must be there, he draped the rag over
the tailgate. Placing his hand over the cloth, he pulled the bottle
free, spreading gas all over himself and the truck bed. He was standing
in a puddle of accelerant. He held the mouth-down bottle over his
head and felt the irritating liquid drip into his eyes. He threw
the empty bottle.
"Die you fuckin'
Booda--” As his clothing ignited he began to gasp for air, inhaling flames.
The inside of his mouth and nostrils were seared. Instantly, Scott
Allen, born and raised in the small town of Mercer, Pennsylvania, who shouldn't
have been there and was so high that he didn't care; Scott Allen achieved
1500 degrees Fahrenheit. He stood in the back of the '78 Chevy pickup
and raised his arms. He was a fiery angel; an annunciation to the
orange ghosts huddled below. His last act was a benediction to those
he had harmed.
"Get the fuck
out'a here!" someone screamed.
Lucky Strike
attempted to approach the fiery statue, but was repelled by the intense
heat. Buddy Martinson popped the clutch and with tires spinning,
screeching, the two trucks disappeared over the hill. It was a reflex
that came from somewhere deep in the primal self that Scott braced himself
and didn't fall.
The priests
reported seeing the figure in the back of the truck, on fire, with arms
raised, screaming, "ICE, ICE, ICE, IIIIIIIIICCCE."
Reverend Lee
rose slowly, careful not to jar his body after so much beauty. He
had felt the pain and bewilderment as the boy had caught fire. The
passing of light into light was not reluctant. He understood and
he was touched. As he had seen the event clearly he had felt no fear
or regret. The last emotions of Scott Allen's tragic life were exultation
and something like joy.
In the morning, they
sat on the hillside. The fog was filled with the smell of charred
wood. The twenty-seven assorted priests, monks, and students sang
their words and listened to Reverend Lee. The grass was damp and
the cool air flowed through the trees above. An aroma of roots and
decayed leaves wafted up from the forest floor. Underneath those
natural smells was the lingering scent of death.
"You are still,"
Lee said in his resonant voice, "here." He pointed vigorously to
the ground at his feet. "No one has joined Hashimoto in Pure Land."
This drew weak laughter. "Buildings, cars, kitchen," he said, with
a smile and a nod, "all nothing!"
He told a
tale.
Long ago,
in province of Dao Ching, a monk was accused of theft. Was not him.
Monk was innocent. Ping Mo was taken to local prison and stood in
line to have head removed with rest of thieves. All men thrash and
fight for life! But no good. Guards only force head to block.
When Ping Mo's turn to place
head on block, it is like standing in line to buy bread. Ping Mo bow to
guard, bow to sword, and smiling, place head on block.
Guards are puzzled.
Wait! they say. Something wrong! They take Ping Mo aside.
Word comes from Emperor that Ping is great Zen priest. Very famous,
big mistake! Because of who Ping is, because of Ping's life
style, life is saved.
"All are still alive.
Fire only hurt stone and wood. Rejoice."
Though the talk that
morning would be with them for the rest of their lives, more than half
of the students at the Huay Ning Zen Temple left that day and never came
back.
They idled into the
opening of a looming hedgerow. The trucks slipped in the mud and
came to a stop in the middle of the field. It was now 11:38, and
they had spent time hunting for the spot. High in the hills, they
were secluded in the middle of a clearing. The vehicles faced each
other, the swirling fog illuminated by the headlights. In the back
of Stern's truck, the blackened form of Scott Allen lay like a walrus with
his head pressed against the tailgate. His face was visible above
the nose and his burnt out lidless eyes gazed at the living men.
"What're we
gonna do with him?" Larry Stern said, breaking the silence. He was
sure that he should have kept quiet. He was right.
"We get rid
of im' fast, motherfucker," Lucky Strike shot back. His voice was
filled with deep anger.
"But--but,
he's still alive. He's still breathing!" Larry stammered.
"You're fucking
crazy. He's dead!" The Pagan shouted. "We take him anywhere
but right fucking here and we're all dead too."
"He's my friend--we
can't just--"
"Shut the
fuck up," Animal said, stepping closer.
They were
standing in knee high wet grass. Mercer's lights were nestled like
a galaxy below. As the fog cleared they could see into the river
valley. Below, they could see a house with all the doors open
and lights on. Animal opened the tailgate and pulled on the
dead man's head. The body slid from the truck bed and landed in the
grass with a thump. Larry Stern thought he heard a grunt as his friend
was pulled out, but he was wrong. Scott Allen had died of a heart
attack minutes after he caught fire.
Lucky Strike
looked down at the blackened face and thought it reminded him of something.
If the asshole would just shut his mouth, it might come to him.
Several years earlier, he had, by chance, seen a statue in a museum.
It was in Philadelphia. What was the guy’s name? Da Vinci,
that was his name. Lucky had gone with his aunt to see this big deal
statue. He didn't want to, but she was paying the bills. It
was Jesus, dead after he hung on the cross and he was in his mom's arms.
What was it called? Whatever it was called, there it was. Scott
Allen's face reminded him of the face of the dead Jesus, only burned.
He wanted to talk about that, but not to these assholes, not in this place
and certainly not now. People got weird when there were dead motherfuckers
around.
"We plant
him right here," Buddy Martinson said. "Calaway, you and Stern dig
a hole. A big one."
A farmer found the
three bodies buried in the field overlooking Mercer. As he plowed
the field for soybeans he came across a patch of bare earth where nothing
would ever grow.
Part Six
VOLTA-FACCIA
(The Reversal)
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
"The bolt," she cried loudly.
"Come down. I can't reach it." But her husband was on his hands
and knees groping wildly on the floor in search of the paw. If he
could only find it before the thing outside got in.
--W.W. Jacobs
The Monkey's Paw
The next morning a frightful spectacle
awaited me. When I reached the back of the wash-house I found the
glass over-turned, the ladybugs gone and the bat, though still half-alive,
bristling with frenzied ants, its tortured little face exposing tiny teeth
like an old woman's.
--Salvador Dali
The Secret Life of Salvador Dali
THE COAST OF SOUTHERN PORTUGAL
ALGARVE REGION, NEAR LAGOS
Summer, 1985
The
priest wept as he ran. He had left the ass behind. It belonged
to the parish, but he would send for it later. The animal be dammed.
He would not stay a moment longer. As he stumbled across the dirt
road that led through an olive orchard he threw a terrified glance over
his shoulder. He was a strong man, strong in his convictions and
strong in the Lord. If it had not been for his vows, he would have
been attractive to women and would have had children.
But this!
How could he help?
How could even God help to exorcise what was steeped in the bones?
And so he ran.
Father Alfonso Bragia
tried not to hear and looked only at the ground rushing under his sandaled
feet. They had implored him to rid them of--No! By the blessed
Virgin, he would never speak of it to anyone lest it be brought into the
light of day by the words alone.
THE MONTAN FARM
Hot, dry wind
blew from the North. The wind forced the cows and sheep to the salt
blocks. The sky overhead blazed with a rich blue that swallowed clouds
and moisture like a forge. Three of the wells were already empty.
Only two yielded water and it was the same each summer, but it seemed that
there was less each year.
Materials
had been collected over three months. Nails, bolts, cement, 3\8"
steel wire mesh, diamond plate steel sheets for the floor, and eight, ten
inch thick oak beams. The beams had to be ordered specially and took
forever to arriive. It felt like forever to Ruis Montan.
He had hired
a builder to help with the design. He and his sons carefully dug
the foundation, which was in the rear of the barn. It was to be next
to a window to provide light. Pipes were laid into the ground to
provide drinking water.
The crude
drawing showed a box that slid on rails controlled by a long wooden handle.
The box could not be manipulated from within. Its thick metal sides
were welded and bolted, filled with holes so that liquid would not
collect. Its function was to gain access to the inside with the least
contact.
Holes were
dug in the floor of the barn. They were four feet deep and two feet
wide. These were to accept the oak beams, which would be cemented
into the foundation. The beams were to be laid out in the shape of
an octagon, each one eight feet from the other. The builder said
the shape would provide the strength needed, but couldn't imagine why the
Montans would waste the money.
As the steel
mesh was hung along the sides it was held in place with thick steel cleats
fastened by galvanized bolts.
It was finished
and everyone felt that it was too late. The door was fashioned in
such a way that once it was closed, it could not be opened. To gain
access would call for the use of a cutting torch.
It sat like some
medieval device in the gloom of the barn. He would not keep animals
in there anymore. They wouldn't stay. He alone would enter
the barn from now on. As he watched the sun set out over the ocean,
the shapes inside melted together and he fancied that he could hear them
subtly speaking. Not so far from the truth, he thought.
The boys had worked hard. Ruis knew he should send them away now.
His sons had worked and he had worked and spent money and his wife had
stayed in her room as she always did. He stood in the door alone
and gazed at a cage.
The priest had been
called to bless the work. Ruis Montan and his family was Roman Catholic
and it was common to have clergy come and sanctify a new building.
The mother, Sonia had been bed-ridden for more than a year. Rumors
circulated through the church, but no one paid much attention. They
knew that madness ran through her family.
Finally, the
house came into view. It was such a long trip, but a young priest
had to earn his way and Father Bragia believed in doing penance every day.
Why wait until he was old? He saw the great shoulders and shaggy
hair of Senior Montan coming up the hill. The man was formidable
and somewhat forbidding. He certainly had something on his mind.
"Father,"
Senior Montan said, "thank you for coming." Two boys appeared from
behind a bush and took the reigns of the donkey. They sang to it
as they led it away. The fado sounded forlorn without accompaniment,
but their voices were clear and the donkey responded by walking with them.
"I'm most
happy to consecrate your new well, senior."
"No Father,
it's not a well," Ruis said flatly.
They stood
talking at the door of the barn. An aroma of manure and sweet-sour
silage rose in the air around them. The priest had a perpetual smile
that seemed glued to his face. In a second story window of
the house, a curtain stirred. Father Bragia noticed this. He
was too concerned about the pigshit on his shoes to worry about that.
It was part of his job to visit these little farms, but he wasn't feeling
well and he wanted to get it over with. He hadn't been invited in
to see the wife and there was no well. In the fleeting moment that the
woman had appeared in the window, the priest thought that she had been
naked and she seemed to be writhing, rocking back and forth.
The woman was in heat.
The boys were
whispering in the barn. They were laughing. He had not seen
them go in there. It was so dark inside. Senior Montan pretended
not to notice their impertinence.
"Please Father,
won't you come inside?"
"I don't understand
this. Why have you asked me to come?"
"We need the
power of your holy water and the cross of the blessed mother to--"
"What is this?"
The priest asked, now somewhat alarmed.
"Bless this
place Father, please."
"What are
they laughing at? Have they no respect?"
"No one is laughing,"
Ruis Montan said, curling his fingers into the steel mesh, his head bowed.
Realization
settled on the priest. This was no cattle pen. It was a cage
built in the old fashion. He had heard about this when he was a boy.
Such things were a myth, a story to tell children. He gazed into
a corner at something pressed against the wire. The shadow swirled
and whimpered, folding on itself. He felt it in his guts.
"Lobesomen,"
he whispered. The effect was immediate. He exhaled sharply
and jumped back like a man who has discovered a hornet's nest. He
made the sign of the cross quickly and without any thought. As he
ran through the door, something brushed against the back of his neck.
Stomach muscles contracted violently. Bile rose in his throat like
acid. Was it actually outside the cage?
He never even realized that he
was running. A mile down the road the priest was out of breath and
noticed the landscape moving swiftly past. He stopped and stood.
He was feeling better. Would he be reprimanded for leaving?
Not when they heard what he had seen. And they would hear.
The fado is
a type of popular song sung with a guitar. It is imbued with the
quality of saudade, a combination of nostalgia and regret.
Father Bragia had heard of this abomination in these songs. He had
never believed in any of it. Surely God would destroy any such demon.
They were tales told to frighten children, weren't they?
He was raised
in the city of Bragia, his namesake. Certainly, no one in the country's
leading religious center believed in the stories of the peasants but he
was running away and he would have to account for that somehow. He
had gone two miles already and he was on the road to Lagos. A car
approached. He would ride with them. He would send for the
donkey.
But he never
reached Lagos.
He had told no one that
he was going to see the Montans and was gone for a week before an investigation
was begun. The body was discovered a year later. It hung from
the crossbeam of a mine deep under the ground. Parts had been removed:
arms, legs, the head. All the entrails were gone and were not retrieved.
The strangest thing was that the priest's clothing was neatly folded close
to where the body was found.
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